fuck ap tour
thanks to this hype christofer drew now has 100,194 followers on twitta.
i remembered when i started following him he only had like 10 followers.
goodbye ever meeting him again, hello security guards that resemble big rob.
and i just sing doodoodoodoodoodoodooodoo
<3
please christofer drew stop making silly words, such as “doodoo” that don’t mean anything, mean the world to me whenever they come out of your mouth.
now we’re in love
April 19 2010… the day i met Christofer Drew Ingle.
How do I even begin this?
I’ll start with the 50 minute drive there. We were all so quiet because we didn’t know what to expect. We didn’t know if we would meet him. Sophie and Daniela were worried he wouldn’t like them. I was scared of him never getting my gifts and my letter. I decided that we should call Jeremy, so we did. Sophie spoke to him and he seemed confused and he said that Chris would be very busy, but he should be able to get the gifts. This made me even more anxious. I wanted to be the one to give him my gifts.
We finally arrived. We got there around 2:30. There were about 10 people in line. They were all under the age of 16, full of Nevershoutnever shirts and objects to be autographed. There was a girl walking around barefoot , a girl that look like she was 40 wearing pig tails. So we waited in line for about 10 minutes when i saw Jeremy and the crew walking around. I immediately got up and walked towards him (not running). We didn’t want the fan girls to follow us. I said “hey Jeremy” and he said hi. He was being so funny. He was drinking a large Starbucks frap and eating bread sticks from Pizza Hut. I told him that i was sorry for calling him and he was like its ok it happens a lot, i understand. We were talking and joking around with him and he seemed to like us. He then told us in secrecy that we can meet up later to smoke the green, but not to tell the “little kids.” This really made me laugh.
We then started to venture off away from the venue. We were standing on a lonely corner when we saw the bus. I instantly knew Christofer Drew was in there and it was confirmed when I saw Lucy. We followed the bus and it parked in the venue mall. By this time we had sneaked to a place where none of the fan girls knew where we were, but we could see people getting out of the bus. The fan girls were following us before and copying our every move ever since we first spoke to Jeremy, but thankfully we had lost them.
The bus doors opened and I saw Hayden, Nathan, and other people get out, as well as Lucy. Like 30 minutes later I see Chris’ little wolf head near the window. He saw us look and threw us a peace sign. We knew this was the right time to approach him, mainly because no one else knew he was there. We slowly walked towards the bus. Sophie and Daniela were in front of me, I just felt so bad bothering him. They told him “Hey we don’t want to bother you, but she has gifts she really wants to give you” and he’s like “you’re not bothering me, no problem at all.” So i gave him the green bag and he picked up the pooh bear and he smiled. He was like “awww pooh bear you’re so sweet” and started singing the Winnie the Pooh tv show theme song, then he picked up my letter and opened it and started to read it. By this time fan girls were beginning to swarm and I told him just read it when you’re alone, and he promised me he would. We made strong eye contact and I couldn’t look away from his beautiful green eyes, he then said “come here sweety give me a hug, sorry if I smell bad” and gave me the most sincere hug ever. Sophie and Daniela then asked him for pictures and he was like no, I don’t like pictures, then I told him I don’t need pictures and he seemed surprised that I said that. Suddenly all this girls were raping him with pictures, there were flashes everywhere. I felt so bad for him. It made me sad when they MADE him pose for pictures because I knew his smile was fake. It wasn’t caused by any happiness. It was forced just to please and perhaps get rid of these obnoxious fans. When he was getting back into his bus, i told him thank you for tweeting me a happy 19th birthday and he was like “once again, happy birthday, you’re a sweetheart” and hugged me one more time. The way he spoke to me was so genuine, it was so soft and precious. I didn’t see him react to anyone else that way. I knew he could tell i wasn’t some desperate fan. I talked to him calmly and genuinely like the normal human being he is.
A couple of minutes later he came out and proclaimed to everyone that he had to go poop, which is something he would say. He walked barefoot across the dirty cement. His feet were black and for some reason I found that adorable. I find everything he does adorable, so I’m really biased. When he came back I was still near the bus and when he got close my mom popped out of nowhere. She apparently wanted to meet him, I guess she was curious about the boy I constantly talk about. When he came over, i said “hey chris this is my mom” he shook her hand and said its very nice to meet you. Then my mom said “Christofer, I have to tell you, my daughter drives me crazy about you” he was like “really?!?” and I said “Mommy please don’t embarrass me” and he laughed. Then he was like “come on give me a hug” and he hugged my mom and told her “you have the sweetest daughter ever” He then stared out me and pulled out his hand and said “I’m Christofer, it’s very nice to meet you… What’s your name?” (obv i know who he is, i dont quite understand why he did this) I said Jessica and then he took my hand and cupped it with both of his hands. I just felt like he truly wanted to know my name. I’ve never see him act this way with any fan. I don’t want to sound like i’m exaggerating, but even my friends told me that he was drawn to me. I was quite dazed by him that I wasn’t really registering what was going on. I then started to tell him that he better read my letter! And then i told him that i got him a mug with tea and his eyes lit up. Jeremy was in the background giving me a thumbs up and he said “Chris LOVES tea.” Jeremy was holding Lucy and i asked Chris if i could meet her because i love dogs. He went into the bus and grabbed her and brought her to me. I started to pet her, she is so cute! She was making strange noises and I was like “…is she purring?? and Chris was like no she’s just grunting, she grunts” and then he laughed. Oh how i love that i could make him smile :) It was all so natural, it was really perfect. Before he had to leave he gave me another hug and smiled <3
The last time I encountered him he was running away and hiding from fans, i kept my distance because i didn’t want him to associate me with “them.” I had forgotten to show him my tat before so i thought maybe if he had time, he could see it, but no chance of that. There were even moms chasing after him! When i got close enough he was walking away, but he looked back and said “i love you all” but his eyes were only focused on me and my “selflessness” sign.
When I walked back to the line I felt sad. His fans obviously don’t feel for him. They treat his as a product. It’s really disgusting to hear people screeching for him and bombarding him with photos. He even told them “fuck photos.” Ugh, it’s people like them that make it difficult for people like me to talk to him and have a legit convo with him. If i would have had more time with him, i would have said more things. There was no time, there was no space. I felt like they were suffocating him, he couldn’t even smoke a ciggy. In a way i was lucky that he actually wanted to talk to me. I really think it was because of my chill attitude and my selfless actions.
Ok i’m going to skip the part where i saw all the other bands before him because they are not important (jk they were cool, but this story is about chrissy) But while i was in the front of the crowd, some people talked to me. They asked me what my sign said, and then they didn’t understand it. They were like why selflessness? And i said that is what christofer drew believes in, it’s all over his twitter. And they were like huh? and that’s when i knew they weren’t connected to Chrissy the way i was. They said “i love him music, but i don’t give a fuck for what he stands for.” I was shocked. How can you appreciate someones music without knowing where those feelings came from? Without knowing the background story which makes everything so much more meaningful? How could you not be interested in Chris’ thoughts and dreams? I couldn’t comprehend why these people were pushing their way through the crowds to see a person they don’t even connect with at a personal level? I then realized that I am truly special, that I love him wholey. I love everything he is and will be and I don’t just listen to his music…I listen to his heart.
Chris’ performance what spectacular, just magnificent and unforgettable! He is the cutest creature in the world! He is beautiful in every way! He was jumping everywhere, running in place, moving his feet in awkward positions. Can i say his feet are precious? bc they are…Another moment when i realized his fans don’t get him is when he was explaining the What is love song. He was saying that his parents got a divorce 9 months ago. The crowd went “awwww” and he seemed really bothered by this. He said “no please don’t aww at my family.” It made me really sad to know that these people aren’t worthy of Chris’ songs. I wish so much he would have never signed. It was the biggest mistake. MOST of his fanbase do not have the maturity level or deepness that is needed to fully appreciate his music and him. They don’t get why he doesn’t shower. They were telling me, ewww he’s so gross he doesn’t shower! I was just like in my head…no it’s beautiful. You don’t need to shower to be a beautiful person. Exteriors don’t matter and that’s what he trying to show everyone. If people weren’t so fucking selfish and fake, peace and happiness can be achieved. Some people need to learn how to use the word “love”for when they really mean it. I know I understand the meaning of love so what is why i have no shame or guilt saying I love Christofer Drew Ingle.
I had to leave right after Chris finished… I didn’t get a picture…I didn’t get a shirt…all I got was a memory, a memory like no other.
I truly hope I affected Chris the way I wanted to. I want him to read the letter because I know it’s the only way he’ll see that my heart is true. I would want more than anything for him to contact me, but I’ll leave that up to God. I can’t complain, God has been real good to me concerning Christofer Drew. I think he knows that what i feel for Chris truly is love and since God is love, he can only promote it and help me experience it. All these signs I had been experiencing this week, all these unexplained things that I stumbled upon all lead up to the moment where Chris acknowledged me and talked to me. I really hope he doesn’t forget me. I cannot seem to think of anything else but him. My love for him can only grow stronger now. The seed was planted yesterday, I can only hope it can blossom into something beautiful….he’s beautiful.
<3
